Changes – Be good to yourself!

„On this day of your life

M*, I believe God wants you to know…

…that you must be good to yourself if you are

ever going to be any good for others.

This means take a day off once in a while

when it’s not scheduled.  Eat a piece of chocolate

when it’s not recommended.  Take a nap

when it’s just not possible.

Get your face into a good book for an hour

when you can’t afford to. Soak in a tub

when there’s no time to. Stop everything

when you’re not supposed to. Do this now,

right now, for goodness sake.”

You know how in a moment in your life you subscribe to a website and you keep on receiving messages? Well, I did subscribe to this site, after I’ve seen the documentary „The Secret” and I end up reading „Conversations With God” – by Neal D. Walsh. He’s the same one that sends to me all this type of messages daily. Sometimes I read them, sometimes I don’t. It depends on my mood in that day. I don’t know if all of you agree with this way of thinking, but is my way, so it’s the best way for me. You don’t have to do what I do, just listen to what I have to say and be free to do everything in your own way.

So as I was saying, I don’t read daily this messages, but this one, today made me realise something and made me want to change my way of thinking on a specific area of my life. That’s the reason for which I even post it in here.

In my daily life I used to live very relaxed and guide myself by some personal ideeas, but in present I kinda forgot how to do that, so I literally forget how to STOP and read a book, or eat that piece of chocolate. I do all that, but I can’t enjoy it like before, because I do it and think at other 10 things in the same time. That’s the way most of us are living, right?

Now i’ll get a little bit more personal. For the people that know me, they know I” a strong woman, but I don’t have that crazy trust in myslef, I underestimate myself all the time. I see myself in a way, but I always think that I’m not good enough. I’m a woman, I’ve been hurt like any other person on this earth, but specially after I moved to Dubai, day by day, I started to trust peple less and less. I realised that I can’t trust people and everytime I meet someone new I think that „neah, it’s not possible, for sure this person wants something from me”. Yeah, I end it up questioning every persons reasons why are they in my life. So, the way that I saw and understood this message that I received today, is that I’M DONE, I don’t want to question my life anymore. I deserve to have honest people around me, I deserve to have people around that are there only because they want to be there, without any other interest and I do deserve a man to like me, just because of ME, the imperfect me! Fair enough I would say, right!?

I guess, I want to say that from today I decided that I will change the corner from where I am viewing my life and the people in it. So, today, just because it’s thuesday, I feel that I want to change something!

I’ll learn how to be good to myself, so I can be of any good for others, because I do like to make people smile and happy!

Changes! Changes on the way!

 

Happy Birthday to my Flying Soul

Today it’s my Flying Soul Birthday! Today, 19th June 2017,  I turn 1 year since I started to work in Emirates Airline. One year ago today,  I started my super 2 months training, that type of training that you study daily, that you have an exam or a test or some practical thing everyday. That type of training that you study so much that you can sum all of your 8 years of primary, plus another 4 of highschool and at least the 3 from the university! But honestly it was worth it!

Even tho maybe sometimes I don’t agree with some rules, or maybe I don’t like some flights, or I dont want to do some things but at the end of the day, I do like this job. Dispite of all the bad parts (because there are, like in any other jobs), for me there are way more good parts that make me happy to work here and to touch the sky everyday than bad parts. I do love flying and the ideea of being in the clouds every day. Maybe sometimes I have passangers that I want to open the door and just kick them out, but in the same time I might have very nice and funny pasangers, I might have very nice crew to spend my time with and to share my stories, very nice supervisors and pursers (translation for some of you: like the manager of the aircraft). I might just get to know amaizing people that might remain my friends for ever, exactly how I can meet people that we don’t connect and we will not see each other ever in our lifes. It’s a job where I always have new people around and it can be less „likeble”, but the times that I get a friend out of this stories, worth more than the rest of them. One of the examples of a great and amaizing woman that I met is this loveley lady, that she’s caring, she’s funny and sweet, she’s a really kind and good woman and she does represent Emirates in a very great way, her name is Kelsey, and you can find her on her personal blog  or on her Instagram  account. She’s just one of thoese amaizing people that I got to meet, that I got to fly with and that I got to know a little bit and spend some nice time together in a part of the Globe.

So today I say Happy Birthday to myself, to the Emirates Crew and to the Flying Soul that is inside me, because this job it fits me like a glove! I’ll tell you later the story of how I got here!! It’s a funny one!

Now you can find some of my pictures from that time!!

PS: Wish me a Happy Birthday in your thoughts and I am ready to start my second year of adventures!

I just love to be all over the places !

 

 

A Flying Soul